Today, after an exciting drive through the West Austin hills to get to my usual area where I park for work, the most perfect spot that's usually unavailable was open. I almost felt bad about taking it. When I pulled in sitting at my eye level right on the metal railing in front of the car was a grasshopper. Like he's waiting for me. Like he's validation that this spot is for me. I chose wisely. I am powerful, and can manifest anything. So don't hold back. I haven't seen a grasshopper in a long time. My best (imaginary) friend when I was four was a grasshopper. He was human size. He would follow me hopping alongside the car on trips. He had a blue cape. So when I'm sent a grasshopper in such a way like this, I take notice. The parking spot of my unworthy dreams? The insect of my childhood? Like it's like: so what? Grasshoppers have sat on fences before. What I noticed is the cosmic perfect alignment. Both physically with the grasshopper because he couldn't have been placed more perfectly in front of my face if you tried.
Part 2:
I just had my first experience channeling spirit friends in the way that this time I was saying all the words I was receiving out loud. Before it was just in my head. I processed it all. Wrote notes on them. But this hearing-myself-saying-what-I-was-receiving was a trip. The message was beyond love and validation. I again followed my ritual of repeating 'I love you Alex Austin' over and over until I again released judgement and guilt that I had begun newly acquiring. With the sincere lashes of love, it melted away. I truly let it all go. This first step is necessary to be able to maintain the level of higher vibration desired for further enlightenment exploration.
“We are so proud of you. We love you so much. You are light. You are love. You are gifted in ways of energy. You can can see it, absorb it, generate it, listen to it, talk to it, tell it what to do. You are a light generating machine. You send love, light and healing energy to others. Doing your part to help humanity and all life on this planet. You are a light worker. We are honored by your service.”
I am one with you cosmos.
